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Hey! :) Last day of Easter break today. I don't exactly count the weekends as part of the holidays since 1) We it's supposed to be a day off and 2) I have to go to tuition and do homework so it's pretty much 75%+ school as well... I went back to school today since I had to do a rehearsal for Drama Ensemble. It was okay I guess. At least I could miss tuition! :)

Anyways, I was wondering about this question: You and your soulmate, the person that you can't live without, who would you want to die first?

My answer: Soulmate, FUCK YEAH!


Yes, it looks mean. It seems cruel that I want the person I love most to die first.

But think about this, the person who is going to live on will be going through the most pain. If you really loved your soulmate that much, you'd rather him/her die first than going through all the pain because to pain will NEVER go away. Trust me.

Time will be like a band-aid. It might numb the pain but it will always hurt. It won't stop hurting, ever. You'll live alone. Even with friends and family, you know that there will be no one to cure you except for the one who's dead. And being dead, they won't come back until you join them.

And I've just realized one thing: Death fascinates me. For some reason, I've always been curious. In fact, I welcome death. It's just a turning point, it's the beginning of the end. It will take you to somewhere new. And that place will be a lot easier, peaceful and painless than life. Quite nice, don't you think?

I'd like to die painless, thank you very much. I don't want Death breathing down my neck and causing me so much pain. Death is the start of a new adventure, for crying out loud! It's supposed to be exciting! I certainly DON'T want to start it in pain.

Anyways, I'm talking about this because I've been having a new nightmare. Someone's dying. I don't know who though but I can feel it. I hate the feeling. It's so hot and sticky, like suffocating on blood. Yet it's so cold and dark and motionless, it's so uncomfortable. It's like all my senses are going haywire and I can't take it anymore.

I shall leave you with the following forms of entertainment:

I love this one. So much.

Can anyone tell me who the characters are? And who the hell is Charlie Brown supposed to be?

Sirius looks good in this one. No, really. He looks super good. His hair looks awesome, his face looks good, his posture is so cool...pretty much everything about Sirius in this picture is PERFECT. But James is still better. I don't care. James Potter's the best. And because he has Lily on his lap. How many guys can get Head Girls on their laps? There! See! James is like invincible! 

P.S. Lily doesn't have green eyes in this one and it really pisses me off. 

*coughcough OPHELIA coughcough*

Okay, what the hell happened to the ridiculously handsome young man I know as Sirius? He's gotten old...

And for the videos, I'm not 100% sure you can see it so please don't bite my head off if you can't! Sorry! :P

Honestly, Cody Simpson's songs aren't that bad. This one's a good one!

Okay, I'm sorry if you couldn't play them but they are: 'Don't Cry Your Heart Out,' 'Not Just You' and 'Crash'. Check 'em out! :)