If there's one thing I'm proud of myself is that I can feel pain.
When someone insults something I believe in or someone I love, I feel the pain. It motivates me to kick their Muggle ass later on. When The One That Got Away left, I felt the pain. It made me realize how important he was to me. It made me realize how much I missed him. When I was defeated, I could feel the pain. It taught me that I didn't do well enough.
And after the pain, I can teach myself so much.
When you train for a sprint, your coach never taught you how to get up on your own. When your heart gets broken, no one taught you how to piece them up together. When you got wounded in battle, no one taught you how to nurse your gashes.
You grit your teeth together and pull yourself together. You try to stand up, take care of your injuries because you feel the pain and you want to stop it.
I'm proud that I can feel pain.
It makes me stronger.
And just another thought- Death is a victory.
If you die fighting for what you believe in, for someone you love, haven't you done everything you needed to do? You've already served your purpose. You die fighting and it's a battle won.
That's why death is a victory.
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