Grasps

Grasps: Another word for “realizations”.

Quite a lot happened in 2011, new school, new friends, new memories. I have to say it seems like I’ve awoken from a slumber and started to smell the roses.

I’ve realized how much friends at SIS meant so much to me. I’ve spent 8 years with the same people and it’s at the last few months I am truly grateful for them. I can’t believe that I haven’t noticed it! Especially Tim. But he’s gone now. It’s going to be hard to talk to him again. I regret not talking to him when I had the chance. 

I’ve realized that there’s so much more to this world now. So many new treasures waiting to be found.

I’ve realized that God is seriously astounding that it’s IMPOSSIBLE to describe how grateful and how much I feel for Him and Jesus. Thank you.

I’ve realized a whole new meaning of life. I don’t know if I can even write it out. It’s so complicated… It’s hard to say it out loud or even write it out.

Last but not least, I’ve realized the beauty of blogging. Ever since I’ve started this blog, I feel secure. No kidding. This blog is kind of like my diary but better. I can write anything on it, I can do anything on it and it doesn’t talk back or gives its opinions. Those are the best parts. If I talk to a friend about these things, they might not understand. They might roll their eyes and change the topic. Because they’re humans. But a blog won’t. It’ll listen and it won’t do anything about it. And my readers can’t do anything about it either. It IS my personal space after all. They can comment all they like but they can’t change ANYTHING. It’s letting myself all out. You probably have never seen this side of me ever before. That’s cool, huh?

Happy New Year, my loyal readers/followers/stalkers/friends. (: